It is day 3 after the day of infamy. I am still deeply depressed, unconsciously sighing all the time, had not slept well and eaten well (been indulging in some junks) and literally got more grey hair than before. Zero interest in football, deleted all my football related apps, lack of interest in other things too. At work I had been better since work distracted me from the pain pretty well but when I was off work it was quite bad. Only playing with my son and my dog relieved me a bit but just temporarily. Every time I thought of that game on Tuesday I literally wanted to throw up. How much do I want to get my time back to before Tuesday. I am still waiting for time and something else to heal me.
How are you guys holding up? Any advice?