I'm not that desperate for CL. Because when we get to a final, I want us to be good enough to beat the other side, whoever it is. We get to a final after some easy draws and after yelling about some 50-50 pen we didn't get...
Whoever wins that other side of the board would beat us in a final, even if we scraped past AM, and even Arsenal. And the saying you never know what can happen in a final is true, but not for us. We always set up to win by dominating the other team, and to do that, you have to be better than the other team.
Imo, this is completely different feeling to 2010, 2012, or even 2019. I was fairly confident in those years that if we didn't fuck up, we'd have 3 more CLs.
The feeling these 2 seasons was that, despite playing some entertaining football, we are not good enough to win or even have a good shot at winning. Our focus must be on improving, we still have a lot to improve.